It Never Shows Up Like You Think It Will

I have been taking Access Consciousness™ Classes and using the tools and processes for 2.5 years and the change I continue to experience blows my mind!! 

This weekend I attended my 6^th Access Consciousness Level 1 Class and the change I experienced is beyond words.  Looking at the weekend from where I BE today I would never of thought I would have gone where I chose to go and that what it cleared in my life would in any way be connected.  As I sat with my experience last night, I recalled feeling embarrassed and really uncomfortable at times sharing what I was experiencing/thinking when the facilitator was asking me questions (AMAZING Facilitator Glenyce Hughes www.glenyce.net).  In the past I would not have been as honest with myself, I would have chosen to shut down and give my thinking brain answer.  What I mean by thinking brain is what I know would make sense to everyone in the class and what they knew of me.  As uncomfortable as it was to share what I was perceiving, and it was more uncomfortable then I have ever allowed myself to choose, I desired the change in my life more.  I have heard it said before "when it is more uncomfortable to stay where we are than it is to change", that is where I was. I now choose the uncomfortable, to look at it and ask questions around it so I can have me, all of me.

Today I asked questions and followed the lightness without going into doubt, wondering if it would work or if people would receive it and what would I do if they didn’t. I chose and followed through with the action steps that were required when it was in my awareness to follow them.  I perceive “What else is possible?” in place of “What if this doesn’t work?” I perceive so much lightness!!!! I wonder what else is possible I never even considered? Yes, I have asked questions before, followed the lightness before, and chose action steps where required before and NOW there is less clearing of points of view/limitations and more choose and choose and choose! I can now perceive and receive the lightness of  “It is just a choice”.

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What's The Value Of Creating Separation?

Recently I created an experience that had me initially choosing separation. This is a pattern I have chosen over and over in life with people I have created a close connection with.  When I perceive a charged energy for me around something they have chosen or a charged energy from them around something I have chosen I shut down and separate.  I go into the wrongness of what I am feeling in place of asking questions and I slide into guilt, blame, and shame. If I had not said what I said or had not chosen what I had chosen none of this would be going on.  I NOW choose something very different.  When there is a charge for me I now choose to continue to connect, stay in the question, and clear all the crap that comes up for me. When I perceive it is a charge for them I choose to be space so they can ask question all the while  clearing anything that comes up for me no matter how uncomfortable it is.  I am so worth it!!!!

I am so grateful I have friends that have chosen to stay connected with me even when they perceived that something they have chosen brought up a charge in my reality.  They chose to give me the space to ask questions and stayed connected and open.  What a gift they BE!!!!!!! I am so grateful for that, all of it, the experiences that brought up the crap and my friends for choosing to be AWEsome!! My FAV clearing for when I am sliding into wrongness, guilt, blame, or shame…All the quantum particulates holding these distractor implants in place I now destroy and uncreate it all.  I say this over and over until the energy shifts.  I have ended connections due to my unwillingness to ask questions when the energy of wrongness, guilt, blame, or shame surfaced, I can see that all so clearly now.  I am so grateful for Access Consciousness™!!!

I wonder what else is now possible?


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Adventurer In AWEsomeness,
Leah Gullion